I have decided to document my journey in self development. I am home alone this week. I have had so much time to contemplate my life work and the direction I am heading. I have been listening to Wesley Virgin this week and he resonates with me. I also found a new channel on Youtube for an Ella Ringrose, I am not 100 percent sure I relate, but she is somehow touching my core.
I came into this earth not feeling like I truly belong in this world, that I was someone removed. I conformed with everything, joined the military, got a college degree, became a teacher. I just didn’t connect with any of it. I have been lost looking for my path. I have now had a rude awakening and am learning about my energy. I a developing a new paradigm, a new truth.
My life is no longer nourishing my soul. I can no longer live like this. Everything that surrounds me feels like it is dying. My truth is changing. The desire for logic and left brain thinking is destroying us and we don’t even realize it. For me, it is killing me in my heart watching my students being forced to learn junk and not expand their inner self. We don’t do art, music, or just embrace life. Study test, study test. I hate it and just can’t do it anymore.
I am transitioning from the old world to the new world and I feel lost. How do I become the new me?